1. |
Thoughts
03:20
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I know you
are nothing
But a way to pass the time
All these thoughts
Keep coming
I can’t get you off my mind
Gradually regressing
All these thoughts are getting pressing
While It’s me that you’ve been messing
Write it up, delete the message
Then I’m gone
I’m stressing
Cuz I know what I’ve been missing
Im alone
Addressing all the things that I’ve been needing
But have blatantly been leaving for a taste of that sativa
Its so stupid
I’m bleeding, all the blood in me’s been leaving
And I’ve been to shy to say it but internally I’m screaming
To eternal misery
Yeah I’ve been pleading
Was it me who made this mess?
Or have I become a product of this big catastrophe
Its blasphemy
Im drowning while I’m reaching for the bottle
Or the throttle, or both
As I head straight to the tree
That years ago was seeded deep inside of me
This rhapsody’s bohemian, I’m leaving him,
And its down to the queen
that ripped a hole inside my jeans
then ripped a hole inside of me
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2. |
Of
02:42
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I love the taste of you
I will consume your life
Only a bite or two
Theres nothing you can do
We know that you can’t hide
We know that you have tried
Something you can’t deny
Something to slow the time
You know your beds’ been made
Come lay in it with me
You know the times won’t change
That’s what your brain will say
It loves the taste of you
“I will consume your life”
“Only a bite or two”
Theres nothing you can say
‘Cuz today
Is the day
It gets thrown all away
Change
You’re afraid
Change
You’re ashamed
Your to blame
That’s what it says
Cuz
It loves the taste of you
“I will consume your life”
“Only a bite or two”
Theres nothing I can do
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3. |
You
02:18
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Don’t let it take control
You have to fight it
Its ultimately down to you
We will help as much as we can
But you have to change
Change
Just because you started
Doesn’t mean you should continue
Don’t waste your time with that shit
Things will get better
Don’t listen to your brain
Listen to us
We love you
Don’t throw it all away
You’ve come so far
Change
I know you’re afraid
Change
Don’t be ashamed
You’re not to blame
Listen to us
We love you
Don’t let it take control We know its hard
But you can learn from it all
The words of wisdom
They Catch a rhythm
Things move inside
Like a turning piston
But diesel don’t work
In a petrol engine
Like the wrong type of person
gets drug depending
So they fuel the brain
till they go insane
And the family can’t believe
who you became
And that’s just it
There’s nothing more
Up high you sit
Till you’re on the floor
And the room is spinning
I hope it’s ending
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4. |
Keep
03:18
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I can’t deal with all the memories
But I know they’re something I should keep
I know that they’re probably good for me
But I can’t deal with all the memories
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
I know it’s all far in the past now
But I just keep on pondering how
I just keep on wondering how
It was always my fault
Out the front when I was backstage
Bend me over till my back breaks
Took a minute and a heartbreak
To know that I am enough
I can deal with all the memories
Now that you’re not lying next to me
And I know they’re something I should keep
I can deal with all the memories
I’ve put them feelings in the trash now
Like the fire, they have burnt out
Baby we would never work out
Cuz it was never your fault
I don’t know how I ever loved you
After all that you put me through
Don’t know if your feelings were true
Cuz it was never your fault
I can deal with all the memories
Doing good without you next to me
And I know they’re something I should keep
Cuz I dealt with all the memories
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5. |
Seeming
03:38
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Hey, I’ve been doing pretty great
I was focussing on myself
up until I saw your face
And now that’s changed
I didn’t think you’d walk away
I didn’t think I would say nothing
As you left me yesterday
So I’m calling just to say
Its seeming to me
Every thing that I see
Starts to fall apart
When you looking at me
It’s incredible how
You pick me out in a crowd
And sweep me off of my feet
Scream attack then retreat
Its seeming to me
Every thing that I see
Starts to fall apart
When you leaving me
It’s incredible how
You become part of a crowd
Fade into the scene
You’re nowhere to be seen
What can I do to
Help you to see who
You shouldn’t run to
They’ll never love you
Like I do
But there’s no use babe
I’ll never love you
Your words won’t make change
Put me above you
Go home it’s too late
I wanna see you
Maybe I’m too late
You’ll never love me
Like I love you
Its seeming to me
That every thing that I see
Starts to fall apart
When you leaving me
It’s incredible how
You become part of a crowd
and Fade into the scene
You’re nowhere to be seen
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6. |
To
01:07
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Liberosis — the desire to care less about things. Rather to hold your life loosely and playfully, letting go of anxiety, even if only momentarily. To loosen your grip on your life, to stop glancing behind you every few steps, afraid that someone will snatch it from you before you reach the end zone, to let go of the wheel as you accelerate through your borrowed time on this earth.
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7. |
Resurface
04:53
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It’s unrequited
Imma fall over again
Feels like I’m dying
When your calling me a friend
Red eyes, I’m faded
Cuz you drive me round the bend
It plays out like a record
On a loop again
I’m taking a second repeating what you said
Replays like a record on a loop again
Why do you choose to show affection, then call me a friend without hesitation?
I’m used to being second place
Not a strange feeling but
A fairytale has been replaced
(What a nightmare)
I see it in your eyes
(What a nightmare)
I’m looking straight to my demise
(What a nightmare)
I don’t know how I feel inside
(What a nightmare)
Oh What a nightmare
Why do you always resurface?
It comes back in circles
Holding onto a simple image
But now I see you in black and white
Because of your alibis
You ruined all our time
I don’t really mind it
I know that it will be ok
The sooner I try it
you’ll be a distant memory
I’m starting to struggle
It’s getting harder every day
I needed a cuddle
But instead I went and got baked
You’re doing this to me why can’t you see it?
I want you so badly, you got me screaming
I got your number, should I delete it?
I don’t have it in me to fucken leave it
I don’t know how to say
Can we just walk away
I’m sick of waiting on a love
That isn’t into me
Our green is turning grey
Dysfunctionality
Is coursing through our blood
Like we’re each other’s bad headache
(What a nightmare)
I see it in your eyes
(What a nightmare)
I’m looking straight to my demise
(What a nightmare)
I don’t know how I feel inside
(What a nightmare)
Oh What a nightmare
Why do you always resurface?
It comes back in circles
Holding onto a simple image
But now I see you in black and white
Because of your alibis
You ruined all our time
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Cha-ins England, UK
Hi,
Im an aspiring musician from the UK.
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